Hey Tol! If we were having a coffee this week, I think mine would go cold before I can finish complaining. Maybe I’ve pissed someone because partly I’m also pissed off. Unfortunately, in this writing, I’m going to be VAGUE.
Something went wrong that I had nothing to do with, that shouldn’t have gone wrong. I have a suspicion that the people who did have something to do with it knew about the problem prior to it occurring, but chose not to say anything, let alone do anything about it. It’s not a complete mess after-all.
I was asked to fix the problem, and to manage a change to something else as a workaround. I advised in so many ways that what was happening was not the right thing to do, but reached a stage where I was made to feel like I was being obstructive.
I weighed up my options and ended up putting my name to the change, only to get criticized. I always thought I was getting thrown under the bus, and it turns out that I was. Despite the fact that there is so much to feed-back, I’m being advised just to take it on the chin and move on which is going completely against everything I believe is right, both for me and the other people.
I’ve done a bit of running this fast month, as you may have seen. Partly I’m enjoying it.
It’s been a weird month somehow or another. I saw someone from my past (or that I consider more in my past than my present or future) a few months ago. Since then, I seem to have been feeling close to other people that I haven’t seen for a long time, or not quite been with, some of which I wouldn’t even describe myself as particularly close to back then, so I’m maybe I’m using the wrong words.
I don’t consider myself to be living in the past, but I seem very prone to and affected by reminders. I don’t know whether it’s just the fact that I’ve a stressful month otherwise. I don’t feel so bad in myself though, despite what this little reflection might say.
I’m hoping that this one will come to pass. Clearly my writing is really VAGUE-This reflection is Mixed-up, then with a blink of an eye it come to pass. Thank You God!!!
Words to live by: “Pag may pinag-dadaanan ang dapat daanan lang, at dapat wag tumambay sa pinag-daaanan.”